memories

a few years have passed
a lot of things happened
so many people came and left
i can see how things changed in my life
how people around me transformed into many characters
even my family changed a bit
my friends all look a bit different to me
i can't tell
i can't tell why i'm still the same
nothing changed
everyone's moving forward,
walk around and keep moving
i'm the only one who stop
i'm the only one who stay still
i'm just watching them in silence
all i can hear is my own heartbeat
i can't feel what they feel
i can't move as fast as they do
i can't reach what they hold together
now i feel like i'm left behind
i cry out bitter tears
i realize one thing
i miss them
i miss all of them
i miss every single moment i spent with them
i wish that they'd come back
i miss everyone
i miss my friends,my family, i miss you-know-who
and even i miss.......i miss.........
um.....let's say my ex-spidey
yes, i miss spidey toobut i know he'll never come back again
spidey WILL NOT come back to me
i heard that he's got the new MJ

uh...somebody, somebody rescue me !!!