balada mahasiswi

jiyaaah... udah ngampus lebih dari sebulan baru dibahas sekarang
hehehe
emang agak telat sih, sibuk gitu *sibak rambut

yak! so here i am
udah lepas dari baju putih abu-abu dan sayangnya gak dapet almamater kuning gitu setelahnya :(
setelah snmptn dua kali nolak gw mentah-mentah, baik lewat undangan maupun tertulis,
dan rencana kuliah ke luar yang akhirnya gagal total,
akhirnya dengan berat hati gw terpaksa memilih pilihan terakhir,yaitu:

MASUK BAKRIE !!!

ini juga kalo bukan karena beasiswa, mungkin gw udah terdaftar di salah satu univ. swasta lainnya
jadi bisa dikatakan masuk sini benar2 pilihan paling ujung alias mentok!

tapi yasudahlah,
ini kampus keren juga kok (sekarang aja ngomong gini,haha)
tapi beneran, gw mulai suka sama kampus baru ini
pelan-pelan dijalanin, gw jadi terbiasa dan mulai menerima takdir gw untuk masuk sini
ternyata banyak hal bagus juga kok didalemnya

dari ospek yang ngebeteinnya abis-abisan karena senior2 yang (sok) galak,
proses adaptasi sama lingkungan belajar yang beda banget sama jaman sma,
sibuknya hari2 pertama kuliah,
sampe ketemu banyak karakter2 baru disini, adalah hal2 yang harus gw hadepin!
dan untungnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hal paling sensitif buat gw yaitu mencari teman yang 'klop', sama sekali bukan masalah yang perlu dikhawatirkan!
gw sangat bersyukur, gak kayak biasanya, kali ini di lingkungan baru gw bisa ketemu temen yang "yes! you complete me!" bgt!

jadi pas pertama ketemu di acara yang kita bikin sendiri sebelum masuk kuliah,
gatau kenapa pas ngobrol langsung nyambung aja, gaada tengsin,janggal,kaku segala macem
sampe sekarang jadi temen maen yang selalu gw cari kapanpun,
makan bareng, ngerjain tugas bareng, nyari bahan tugas bareng,
pulang juga pasti bareng karena rumah kita searah!
sumpah,ini langka banget !!

berhubung jurusan gw komunikasi, sekarang gw bisa ngerasain bahagianya ga belajar MATEMATIKA lagi!
hurraaaaaayyyy !!
tapi bakalan tetep ada matkul statistik sih nanti (-_-")

soal kelas, bisa dibilang gw tuh beruntung karena kelas gw dapet dosen yang enak2 smua
(apa karena blum dpt masalah aja kali ya? :P)

dari dosen pengantar ILKOM,
ketemu pas pertama bgt masuk kuliah pas jam pertama juga
jadi dia dosen pertama yang ngajar gw
dan kesan pertama gw ngeliat dia :

GILA !! DOSEN GW DIANA PUNGKY??!!!!

sumpah ini dosen cantik banget!!
dan masih sangat muda untuk usia dosen, paling baru awal 30 an gitu
klo cara ngajar, ya standar lah, cukup dimengerti dan berhubung masih muda, kerasa gitu deh gaul2nya
jadi udah cantik, pinter, dosen muda lagi!
cool !

ada lagi dosen ilmu ekonomi
duh, bapak ini dosen paporit dah!
3 TAUN gw belajar ekonomi di sma dengan 3 guru berbeda gaada yang bisa bikin gw mikir "okay! ekonomi asik ya, i wanna learn more !!"
GAADA !
cuma si bapak yang punya kharisma tersendiri ini yg bisa begitu
biarpun tiap dateng selalu telat ampe hampir sejam, tapi di sisa waktu itu inti pelajaran tetep nyampe!
padahal pas jelasin dia banyak ceritanya, tapi tetep aja nyambung
so far he's my favorite !

trus dosen bahasa inggris juga oke nih!
yaiyalah, BULE !!
udah pasti bagus dong?
lumayan buat ngelatih conversation
dan orangnya baik bgt, lucu juga kadang2
cuma kelas gw yang diajar sama bule lho! ahiiiiiyy !! so lucky !

dosen2 lainnya ya standar lah
ga ada yg gimana2 bgt
sebatas 'cukup dimengerti' ngajarnya

oh! dosen agama juga bagus deng!
keliatan ilmu-nya
ga kayak pas sma gitu *uhuk* #kode

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................
jadi begitulah kurang lebihnya dunia belajar saya sekarang
semoga tetap lancar sampe 4 tahun ke depan
dan bisa lanjut lagi studinya sesuai harapan dan mimpi saya yang tertunda itu
aammmmmiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnn
doakan aku ya ! :D

it might be you

Time...
I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life...
Lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me...
Something's telling me it might be you
Yes it's telling me it might be you...

All of my life...

Looking back as lovers go walking past...
All of my life...
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place
Would I recognize the face?
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it might be you...

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And we've so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
maybe all we need is time...
And it's telling me it might be you

All of my life...

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there’s so much more
No one's ever heard before...
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it must be you...
And I’m feeling it’ll just be you...

All of my life…

Yeah..yeah..yeah...
Maybe it's you...
Maybe it's you...
Ive been waiting for all of my life

a special page for you... (part 2)

ohmaygat!!!!!
seriously Ade?! PART 2??!
are you gonna make a sequel or something??

muahahahahaha..................

i told you! he's just so addictive!
this is beyond my control!
from now on, there will be so many posts about him
so bear with it!! :P

phewwww......
okay guys, i need to relax!
(i wish he knew that my heart skips a beat everytime i hear his name)

but today's story isn't really my favorite :(
this could be categorized as 'the bad effect' of stalking (yeah, i'm a proud stalker now XD)
ugh, i know this is such a big shame
but a few days ago i read one mention from an unknown person to him which was asking whether he's dating xxx (who's an anchor too) or not?
DANG !
well, he didn't answer the question, but still................................
it makes me even crazier!
it means that it's still a mystery ! (whether it's true or not)

then my stalking instinct got bigger!

i don't know how, but it's like i'm given 'the way' to stalk him, ACCIDENTALLY !
there are so many clues which lead me to him

and from what i gathered, there comes my conclusion that
YES, HE IS DATING THAT WOMAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

this is so damn upsetting
but hey, what can i say??!
i know this is kinda heartbreaking, but there's nothing i can do
as a good admirer, i will support whatever he does,
including his lovelife

at the end, i just wanna say :

hey Mr. Srikaya Toast, whether it's true or not,
i wish you a very very happy life
i believe you'll make a good choice
and know what's best for you
so, go get her! :')

a special page for you....

if you think that i'm gonna write about monkey, YOU'RE WRONG !
i know that i've always been talking 'bout him lately (and for a good reason)
but it's not about him this time
let we just keep him 'away' for a moment :p

do you ever feel like you like someone you've never met but see him often on tv??
oh well, i do!
you might think that "oh, so you're a fan"
umm... i wouldn't say no but,in my case i just feel a lil' bit different
there's more than just "a fan"
then what could it be?
adoring,maybe?
oh,whatever! who cares?
the point is I LIKE THIS -i've never met but see him often on tv- GUY !!

it all started with the idea of me, wanting to be a news anchor
aah..don't you like it seeing some good-looking people presenting news?
and they all look SMART!!
i mean, it's not about the appearance, but they are smart!
so i started to watch news often, all kind of news
from sports, political issues, criminal, everything!
even talkshows! (this doesn't count as news though)
then i have some favorite anchors

here comes the story
i had that one anchor i like the most
a good-looking guy who's good enough to present news and is absolutely smart!
officially becoming his fan, then i follow him on twitter (and some other anchors)
wait a minute,
do you think he's 'that guy'??
NO!
so just read a bit more to the end of the story
hahaha

reading all his tweets everyday makes me like him even more
the tweets, you know, they're like presenting who he is
he doesn't tweet unnecessary tweets like most people do (don't worry, i'm one of those people too :p)
so following him on twitter was a good idea

then there was a time when i read a mention from him to one of his friend, who is an anchor too
umm.. this anchor friend of him is one of those anchors i saw often, but didn't really pay attention to
but i don't know why i was so curious about what they were talking that time
so i keep reading all the mentions until i realized that this anchor i wasn't paying attention to is way MORE INTERESTING than the one i liked before !!
you know, he's just different
i thought that the one i liked before got it all,
but this guy proved me wrong
he's way better!
he has even more!!
the way he tweets by telling jokes is surprisingly great yet funny
it's like he knows the art of telling serious things in funny ways
he's freakin smart yet hilarious!
brilliant!

so that's how i "found" this guy
from someone i ignored to someone i adore !
he may not be handsome, but he's got what it takes to impress me!
now i'm more interested in him than the one i liked before
i watch all the show/news he's hosted,googling all about him,adding him to my inner circle (since his tweets are so addictive)
and there are still some stupid things i did because of my huge curiosity about him

now i'm waiting for the moment where i could meet him personally,accidentally, or whatever God's ways to make it happen
just to thank him for making me who i am now
and we all know that it'll happen,right?
:)))

1st anniversary

.....For you, there’ll be no more crying,
For you, the sun will be shining,
And I feel that when I’m with you,
It’s alright, I know it’s right

To you, I’ll give the world
to you, I’ll never be cold
‘Cause I feel that when I’m with you,
It’s alright, I know it’s right......

a year has passed...
still don't believe that it's been a year since it was too wonderful
it still feels like yesterday actually

lookin at you now, reminding me the first time i saw you
the moment i didn't realize (yet) that i was lookin at the face i can't forget
when letting go of your hand wasn't the hardest thing to do,
when not resting in your arm wasn't my biggest worry,
when not bein with you wasn't a pain....

but then magically you changed everything
everything...
like erasing my pain is not a big deal for you,
when bearing my anger is a piece of cake,
and proving everything you promised with actions, not only words

you have wonderful eyes not because they're blue, green, or gray
they're wonderful because through them, you see people differently
like the way you see me,
so deep and mysteriously hypnotizing

can you believe that we're here now,Rei?
on our first anniversary??
we did it!
and it's all thanks to you
thanks for convincing me that it'll work out,
that everything's gonna be okay,
that distance, won't give any difference to our relationship,
thanks for always being there whenever i need you,
for all the new perspectives of life,
and for teaching me the meaning of true love....

i don't know what great thing i did to deserve you in my life
to feel all the love you're giving
and i still never get enough of it,
cause you're so addictive !

there are 3 words, i've been dying to say to you
cause finally you make me turn my ego to eagerness

i love you, Rei....
that's all
I LOVE YOU

all the time we've been through
together we made it unforgettable
and will always be kept as sweetest memories
so let's make it to another happy anniversary
:***************

childhood

......have you seen my childhood.....
who likes this MJ's song?
i love it!
guys, what are the stories about your childhoods?
i don't know why i keep remembering my childhood these days
all the memories in it,
all my childhood friends,
even the place i used to live,
gosh!
i miss all of them!

just thinking 'bout this makes me so happy
well, let me share this memorable story
i spent my childhood in a small country in palembang
we moved from my parents' hometown in aceh to this country because my father who worked in a mining company was moved there
i was about 4 or 5 years old that time

i still remember everything 'bout this place
from the very first time we moved there,
when the people there thought that we had a weird accent
hahahaha
surely, we're from a different place!
of course there were differences between the language or the accent

but,as time goes by, i learned everything quickly
in a short time, i spoke fluently just like them
but my parents apparently had a hard time learning it
they were never able to speak fluently like me
so sometimes my mom had no idea what i was talking

then when i turned 6, i entered elementary school which was owned by my father's friend
i won't say that i was naughty that time, hahaha
let's just say that i was an active kid
i couldn't just sit still and listen to what people were saying,
i tried everything i was curious about by myself
but, my teachers loved me
they said that i was a smart girl who could learn everything
it was proved by my rank at class
i always got ranked within big 3
fu fu fu :D

i had a lot of friends
and mostly were boys
i went cycling often with them
i never took a nap,
i kept playing with friends after school
some of the games we played are mostly about hide and seek

and now about the food,
you all must know that palembang's most known food is PEMPEK
yep!
but believe me, although pempek is sold everywhere including jakarta,
the taste of pempek which is made in palembang is so different from other places!
well, that's what i think after 5 years living there,and ate that everyday
pempek was my daily food
and beside pempek, there was food called 'model'!
surprised?
so was i when the first time i was asked to eat this food
hahahaha
'model' has some similarities with pempek
what make it different is just the broth
and there was also tekwan
i love it,too!
all three of them were my daily meals
oh! there was also something i used to eat
kemplang!
in javanese it means 'slap'
hahahaha
i know, the food there have weird names,don't they?
kemplang is like crackers which is burnt in fire
then you eat it with chilli sauce

take a deep breath !
now i really miss enjoying all those food
i found them sometimes here in jakarta
but, you know, it's not the same as when i ate them there
i seriously miss them,
and most of all, i miss all my friends
i lost contact with them ever since i moved to jakarta
you know, that time i didn't have my own cellphone,
and things such as facebook,twitter, or myspace weren't exist
now i really wish that i could go back there someday
will you go there with me,guys?
hahahaha

flashback

anyone miss me?????
hohohohoho.........
sorry for being 'lost' for a moment
kinda busy about school
anyway..........
let's just post something here
what's the menu for today??

hmmmm.... today at school
something which was so damn,
well, terrible enough to ruin my day, happened.
just skip this.
this is so upsetting even until now
because what i wanna tell is about my past
yea, my past

today,still at school,
i spent about 2 or 3 hours chatting about past with my friend
well, i don't remember how it started,
but we just talked about my junior year at school,
about how stupid i was in 10 grade,
hahahahaa
everything was so funny to be remembered
seriously
what could be funnier than love story??
LOL
mine was so damn hilarious

yep! we mostly talked about love story
i still remember those days i spent just thinking 'bout my crush
everyday was all 'bout him,
and, ehemmm........
my friend also reminded me of someone who,
who......... umm,
how do i say this?
well, let's just say, adore me (sounds pathetic!)
it shocked me actually when she told me 'more' about him
i mean, all this time i never knew he did that
all this time i didn't realize that he loved me that much!
well, i knew, i really did know how he loved me,
but i never understood how he cared about me

hearing the story makes me realize that i actually didn't really understand him,
about his true feeling,
i just didn't care enough to see the other side of him
he was more than just 'a kind man' like i used to think
he was more than that

but God knows the best way for him
which is why i'm not by his side right now,
because he deserves better!
because i'm not the one that good enough for him

so, for you out there,
whenever you read this,
i'm 100 % sure you know that i'm talkin' 'bout YOU here,
i just wanna say,
you're once part of my life, and will always be
i will never ever forget about you though we're now apart,
i know someday we'll meet again and ready to tell our happy stories to each other
and your true love is the part of that happy story :)

goodbye for now, and sorry for all my mistakes
i love you, my friend.................................

need YOU now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now


p.s : hey,there!! this song is for you
you have no idea how i miss you
and really,really need you
go back soon!! :')

UAN

woww!!
UAN dah di depan mata!
gak kerasa BANGET!
buat temen2 yg juga mau ngehadapin UAN kyk gue,
semangat!
kita harus bkerja keras dan berusaha sampai titik darah penghabisan
mari berjuang di detik-detik paling menentukan ini

buat semuanya,
klo gw ada salah, minta maaf yang sebesar-besarnya ya!
mari kita hadapi bersama ujian ini!
semoga kita bisa menjadi orang yang sukses di masa depan!!

good luck buat kita semua!!!! :)

....berdua denganmu, pasti lebih baik
aku yakin itu...
bila sendiri hati bagai langit, berselimut kalbu.............

bukan karena aku lupa
bukan karena aku bisa
tapi,
menghindar...
mengalihkan...
menghibur diri...
mungkin juga belajar
belajar mengerti dan memahami
belajar untuk terbiasa

dan nyatanya aku belum bisa.............

more than a Birthday

thursday, january 20th,
i was staring at the stars
00.01 am, january 20th,
i was too happy to see the night sky
that night, i thought about nothing but you
that day was a special day

that day was my Monkey's Birthday !!!

it felt like you were standing next to me
when i closed my eyes,and called your name
it was like you were there laughing at me
yeah,that's so you.......

my Monkey has grown up
my Monkey has become overmature (haha)
my Monkey's getting more and more handsome
my Monkey's still too genius

geez...what's there to wish for !
you're just simply perfect!

i couldn't think of anything as a present
you're kind of hard to get impressed
considering Melbourne, *sigh
i hope you like it ( about the present)
and i know you do, haha
i can't be happier to know that you love it

thanks for anything you did that day
it was like my birthday,actually
i can't never forget the moment i made the cake with your Mom and Adrian the day before
hohoho...i messed around

once again, Happy Birthday to you, my only Monkey...
keep being the way you are,
because i can't find any monkey like you...

*your favourite sleepy koala